90% random reblogs
My Face
He’s gonna watch Katy Perry.
AND HE DIDN’T EVEN INVITE ME!? HNGGGGGG!!!!! D8< I will kill him when I see him.
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FAIL.
I told myself I would get healthy this year. I was so ready to jog today, buuttttttttttttttt, it started raining. T_______T Life just loves to play with me.
Slightly depressed.
I broke the last two needles for my sewing machine. =______= Am I sewing things that are too thick or hard for them? ;n; I was just finishing a bag I was making. T^T Huhuhuhu. Where can I buy more needles for sewing machines? :(?
And once again I’m jealous.
And he makes it seem like I’m the one that’s wrong when I know he’s wrong. :|
Dangit.
I screwed up my sewing machine and now I can’t adjust it correctly so the thread keeps breaking and now I can’t finish my family’s Christmas presents. I could hand-sew them, but I just got no more time. -___________-
I hate how I constantly compare myself with others.
& how it makes me feel worse about myself every time I do. & how I forget to be grateful for who I am instead of wishing I was someone else who has just the same amount of flaws as me.
I HATE MY MOOD SWINGS. D8<
Sometimes my feelings just go haywire and I can’t get control over them and it pours out and affects everyone around me, especially Arvin. Why am I so irrational sometimes? I freaking hate it when this happens. Gahhhhhhhhh. I wonder how Arvin is able to cope up with me sometimes. Goodness. WTF is wrong with me? :c klsjdf;lakjdf;lkasdj;fklajds;lfkajs;f
Stressed, uninspired, lazy, tired, clueless, and the like. -_____-
Yes, I’m still annoyed at you. No, it’s probably not for reasons that you are thinking about.
Back to School, Back to Reality
Just two more days and then it’s back to school. Man, I’m seriously not ready. I told myself I was gonna study this sembreak and dut da duhhh, I do nothing… AGAIN. I’m always like this when it comes to breaks. And now it’s back to school. I seriously need to find inspiration… something to push me harder, to work harder, to study harder, to exercise harder. Just something to get me off my lazy butt.
Hmmm, I’ll probably go into a hiatus until Christmas break. I’ll miss you Tumblrrrrr.
I AM KINDA, SORTA, SLIGHTLY DEPRESSED. 8(
I know I should be happy that I watched Puss in Boots with my family, drank some Peppermint Mocha, and got new glasses, but who wouldn’t be depressed after three of their puppies died? ;_________________;
When we got home, three of them weren’t moving anymore. I thought (maybe immaturely) that all of them would live despite the fact that they looked weak and my mom even pointed it out. I thought that they would just naturally grow stronger. My parents asked, “You think they’ll make it?” and I would say with confidence, “Yeahhhh, they’re fine~”. Gahhhhhhhhhhh, I should’ve taken better care of them. It was my doggy’s first time to give birth and she was sorta sickly to begin with. Ohhhhhhhh, I’m so depressed. :(
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Oh yeah, and Gyoza chewed my laptop charger. GAHHHHHHH.
